Share5 yrs ago today was the 2nd worse day of my life! The worst being nearly 4 months later from this date. My world, the one I knew and loved came was crashing down around me. Nothing shakes you to your core than when you are told that your child has leukemia or any form of cancer. Today began the incredible and heart wrenching journey with our beloved son Andrew. I can not believe it has been 5 years since Andrew was diagnosed. It feels like yesterday still sometimes. Five years? Really? There is something about the 5th anniversary. I’m … Continue reading →

ShareBut what many people seem to forget who realize this fact, is that it doesn’t make the human experience any less important. We still have to honor our human side. I see it time and time again with Light Workers. They feel guilty for wanting something or doing something that is human, but not necessarily spiritual. For example, something as simple as coffee. People have been made to feel guilty for wanting coffee or a glass or two of wine etc if they are on their spiritual path, like somehow that will interfere with their connection to Spirit. For some … Continue reading →

Sharethat when someone loses the physical presence of their child, they will NEVER get over it!! EVER! I don’t care who you are or what you know, it is something we will NEVER get over. All we can hope to do is get through it. Even medium John Edward says that. I debated on whether I was going to post this entry, I just needed to vent, and wasn’t going to make it public, but after reading another grandparent’s comments on FaceBook who lost her 8yo granddaughter to a brain tumor and was expected to just “get over it” after … Continue reading →

ShareWell, I told Andrew that I wanted a gift for his 21st birthday that kept on giving and, MAN! Did he deliver it! He’s so good to his PrettyMama! This Spirit drawing just keeps on giving! Even Roger, the artist is spinning from it! After our radio interview today with Roger, I was flying! My life has been like an episode of TOUCH lately. You talk about a beautiful way the Universe orchestrated all of this? Well, this would be it! All three of us are in awe of how this has come to be. It is truly amazing! And … Continue reading →

ShareAs I mentioned before, I was struggling with Andrew’s 21st birthday coming up. It’s hard when you don’t have family near by to lean on for support when you are dealing with grief. Especially birthdays of your child who has crossed and their friends have moved on. So this past week coming up to Andrew’s birthday, I told him I wanted a present from him. I mean, since I can’t get him one, there’s no reason why someone shouldn’t get a present on his birthday, right? And why not ME!? I’m his PrettyMama, I carried him inside me. Not that … Continue reading →

ShareAt 2:02pm I met the most amazing young man that would forever change my life in ways I could never “imagine!” He has brought me my most profound and powerful moments, and my deepest despair. He has taught me my greatest lessons. He is the greatest man I have ever known! And I am humbled and honored to call him my son this lifetime. Thank you Muck for incarnating this life time, even if it was for only 16yrs. You have left a legacy in such a short time, that most people can only dream about, that will carry on … Continue reading →

ShareAnd went to All Children’s Hospital (ACH) today. It’s been 4 1/2 years since we have been there, and figured it was time since we are starting our PureHeart Foundation and we needed to make connections there again. Martin had an appointment with immigration today, we have to do this every 10 years. Yup! I married an alien, minus the green skin and antennas! The immigration office is in Tampa and we had to pass by the exit for All Children’s Hospital. We twitch a little every time we have to go by that exit. On the way back from … Continue reading →

ShareAndrew’s 21st birthday is coming up on May 12th, and I am struggling with the grief a little bit again over his birthday. I was under no delusions that the grief was gone permanently, but I’ll take a reprieve from it anytime, and I really did enjoy my last reprieve. I don’t know why his 21st birthday is hitting me harder, but it is. I just miss him being here physically so much. Maybe it’s been the few disappointments I’ve had recently, who knows. Grief; the gift that keeps on giving! *sigh* Andrew knows I am having a hard time … Continue reading →

ShareThat is what we are finding out the more we put ourselves out there with the work that we do with Andrew/PureHeart. People like the idea of being our friends or working with us. They see how happy we are, our positive energy, and the fact that we laugh A LOT, even after losing our son. People love being in our home, as modest as it is, because of the energy. But what we are finding is that some people tend to drop like flies if they are in our energy for any length of time. You can’t be around … Continue reading →

ShareHere’s the story how the Foundation was born. We just got back Monday night from a long weekend in Ft Lauderdale and Boca Raton working, if you can call it that. We did what makes our heart sing and feeds our soul, you can hardly call that work. Not when working with Andrew, and he was a busy guy this past weekend! A lot of people got to meet him in their own way. It was a very exciting and enlightening time over there. Every time we go over, we have a fantastic time. Who knew? We couldn’t wait to … Continue reading →