But what many people seem to forget who realize this fact, is that it doesn’t make the human experience any less important. We still have to honor our human side. I see it time and time again with Light Workers. They feel guilty for wanting something or doing something that is human, but not necessarily spiritual. For example, something as simple as coffee. People have been made to feel guilty for wanting coffee or a glass or two of wine etc if they are on their spiritual path, like somehow that will interfere with their connection to Spirit. For some that may be true, for a lot of people it is not. I just don’t feel there is any need for the guilt! Yes you are a Spirit having a human EXPERIENCE, so have a HUMAN experience! The human experience is a temporary one, our Spirit will live on forever and experience different planets, dimensions, etc. We come here for the HUMAN experience, so enjoy it, ALL of it!
I believe it’s about balance. Now some people came here to experienceÂ being out of balance as a human. It’s not for us to judge. It doesn’t mean you have to tolerate it in your life either. Honor their journey and send them on their way if you have to. We have to remember that we each have our own journey we’ve signed up for. We may not understand why someone would choose certain experiences like, oh I don’t know, losing a child perhaps? We just have to trust that it is all in Divine order, and our Soul’s journey is richer for it, even if we don’t see that right away.
I loved how Andrew embraced his Avatar side and his human side in such a graceful way. While he was this incredible Master Teacher here, he was also a teenage boy, and he honored that side of himself by doing teenage boy things. Like shooting bb guns, archery,Â killing hookers, drug dealers, and zombies, and collecting ears from killed characters in video games, in between meditating, working with crystals and herbs, studying Buddhism and Dr Emoto’s work. See? Balanced! He honored all sides of himself.
Even with all that I know about crossing over and the other side, I still have to honor the human part of the grieving process. I could pretend I was above all of that human grieving stuff, especially knowing I raised an Avatar, but I am in this human mother’s body, and while in this human body there are things I am just going to have to feel. I wasn’t going to pretend grief didn’t exist, because believe me, as a human, IT DOES! If I tried to suppress the grief because I know Andrew is ok, I know he is still with us, I know I still hear him, feel him, I know I will see him again, I would make myself ill or spontaneously combust! Part of my Soul’s journey is experiencing grief as a parent. Why did I choose such a heart wrenchingÂ experience? Hell if I know! But I do know is that when I cross over it will all make perfect sense. I may choke my Higher Self first for this, but after that, it will all make perfect sense.
So the next time you have a human craving like caffeine, chocolate, wine, dirty dancing at a club, or behave in a very human way, like wanting (not necessarily doing) to pimp slap someone, don’t beat yourself up about it, embrace your humanness! Does being human suck sometimes? F**K yea it does! But that’s why you came here, to learn, to grow, and to experience ALL aspects of being human, even the suckie parts. Part of our learning experience for coming here is also being able to find the balance of being a Spirit having a human experience. So enjoy ALL parts of yourself, your Spirit side and your human side, while also remembering…
IT’S ALL GOOD