Martin and I were at Steven Farmer’s talk about Animal Spirit Guides last night in Boynton Bch. FL. We went to help and also promote our show on Sat. in Hwld. During his talk he did a meditation to connect with your animal guide or an animal spirit that has a message for you. I already know what animal guides I have around me, but I was open to who ever wanted to come through with a message. Wow! Was it a goodie!
As I go along my merry way to my normal meditation place, of course Andrew is with me. We are in our fav place in the forest, my beautiful gazebo. As we are sitting there, I am caught by surprise as to what animal is making it’s way towards me. As I look down the path through the forest, it is a white stag walking my way!
It is the same white stag that came for Andrew the night he crossed. As the stag approaches and I realize which white stag he is, I wanted to be angry at him for taking my son, but I could not. I could not be angry with this magnificent creature because of the love that exuded from him. To be up close to him was just incredible, I was in awe of him. His power, yet gentleness, his magnificent energy. I can not describe how stunning this white stag was, the very stag that took my son home.
As I stood there gazing into his mesmerizing eyes, he communicated with me. He let me know that he was there to honor me. To honor me not only for the incredible job Martin and I did with raising Andrew, the Avatar, but also in letting him move on to his Higher Purpose. He honored the mother in me having to let go of my beloved son’s physical presence. I truly felt honored, and that he understood what I had given up, even if it wasn’t easily done. There are no words to describe how this amazing creature made me feel. He felt such gratitude towards me and honoring me knowing how hard this has been on me. He let me know that it wasn’t all for nothing, but certainly for a much Higher, Sacred, Purpose. He sent me love and gratitude again for the work Martin and I are continuing to do with Andrew. He knows none of this has been easy for us, and yet we forge on through our grief to honor who our son is. It was beautiful being honored and acknowledged for what we have done and continue to do since our beautiful son made his journey home.
As I continue to gaze into his eyes, I can’t help but reach out to touch him, his soft, silky skin, I had to touch this incredible creature. Again it was the energy exuding from him that I felt shooting through my body. A love that cannot be described. I then understood why Andrew had to leave with this magnificent Being. While it was not shown to me, there was a knowing I had of what was shown to Andrew the night he left that hospital room. Andrew was shown the bigger picture, and even though he loved his life here and us so much, he knew he had to leave.
Then this white stag did another amazing thing. He gave me a gift. He presented me with this glowing green emerald heart, like the one Andrew has in his head piece. The energy from it is beyond words. The white stag then placed it on my heart chakra and it sunk in. He knows my heart has taken a HUGE hit since Andrew left me physically, and the white stag wanted to give me a permanent gift from him personally.
After I let the energy of the gift permeate my body, it was time to go. Andrew and I made our way through the forest and back to the stairs that took me to my special place and I was back in the room again.
The funny thing is, after I saw that the white stag had a gift for me, Steven then says, the animal spirit has a gift for you. So if I needed a sign to confirm what was going on was real, that was it! ;-)
I knew I had to share this story after the meditation with the group, with Steven knowing Andrew personally, I knew this would touch his heart, and it did.
While this journey has been so incredibly hard, there is no denying the beauty in it as well. I hope this white stag is the one, along with Andrew, that is there to take me home when it is my time.
IT’S ALL GOOD!
((Connie)) That is beautiful.
Honoring you and your family as you continue your light-filled journey. Love and blessings to you all,
Leeanna
Thank you ((((Leeanna!))))
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!! So totally cool, Connie!!! I could see the green heart as you were describing it! I’m so glad you were able to connect this way!!! (((LOVE))) and (((HUGS)))
You described it so beautifully Connie that I could see it all happening. I hope your book gets published…you have a way of describing things which makes the whole thing appear in pictures. ((((hugs))))
Here’s another part I just added. More came to me….
As I continue to gaze into his eyes, I can’t help but reach out to touch him, his soft, silky skin, I had to touch this incredible creature. Again it was the energy exuding from him that I felt shooting through my body. A love that cannot be described. I then understood why Andrew had to leave with this magnificent Being. While it was not shown to me, there was a knowing I had of what was shown to Andrew the night he left that hospital room.
We will definitely get our books published Swati, no worries there. We just don’t know when yet. We will be let known when the time is right. ;-)
Thanks Leah, I was hoping I could bring across how amazing this was.
(((HUGS)))))
VERY cool Connie! Thank you for sharing! I hope the white stag and his gift to you helps you out whenever you begin to miss Andrew [[[[ hugs! ]]]]
Wow!!! You really do describe things to where they are just so vivid for us readers!! Thank you so much for sharing this Connie…I feel abuzz with such an energy after reading and visualizing what you wrote!! Wow!!!
Connie, I read this:
“If you want to connect with your departed loved ones, the magic password — the secret URL that pulls their spirits up on the browser of your soul — is laughter-through-tears”
at
http://www.facebook.com/ext/share.php?sid=83900117554&h=sT4m2&u=rl4Cc
and thought about you. This is exactly what you do all the time…laugh through your tears. :-)))))) I don’t agree with everything written in that article…like that 45 days thing, but I had to come tell you about that sentence, because that is SO you! (((hugs)))
Karen, I am glad that I could convey the intensity and beauty of this meditation and you could feel the energy of it.
I will check out the link Swati, thank you! I have definitely used laughter through my tears, it’s all I know how to do, even the night he crossed and at Andrew’s service. If I don’t laugh, I could not survive this. Sometimes I still wonder if I will. It is meditations like this that do help but I still struggle with the grief.