I’m not feeling all that well and I think things are starting to catch up with me. I am fighting off a cold at the mo. Our relatives leave tomorrow and it will be our last trip to the hospital tomorrow to say good bye. Then we start focusing on trying to pull our life together w/o Andrew being here physically. Still trying to wrap my head around that one.
I wanted to share another story with you of our last time w/Andrew in the PICU. Between talking to people, posting on the ATP board and here, I am having a hard time remembering what I’ve said here. Sooooo forgive me if I repeat myself. :-) I’ll fix it later. Just trying to give the peeps something to read for now! :-)
Martin and I had our time alone with Andrew after he crossed. The nurse was very kind to us. She asked if we wanted to bathe him. We said yes but when looking at him he looked pretty clean anyway. I guess it gives you some thing to do. When we had to go in and call time of “ascension,” I won’t say the other word because it’s not true, I took ANdrew’s hand and put it to my face & just cried. I couldn’t believe he was gone. I know I’m jumping around here but I am tired.
So when we were alone, we wanted music so we used Andrew’s phone. He downloaded a ton of songs to his phone. He told Martin what to play, an Aled Jones song, then told him he wanted us to slow dance because he never had seen us dance together before. I think he was lying about that. :-) I’m sure he has seen us dance! So as Martin and I are dancing, Martin says that Andrew was hugging us both and dancing with us. It was nice to share another tender moment with Andrew.
I was in such a daze in there and the tears just rolled down my cheeks as I sat in the chair beside my Prince & stared. I was in shock. Martin was telling me what Andrew was saying. Andrew was trying to be funny and I had some sarcastic thing to say then Martin said “look at him!” I did and Andrew actually had a grin on his face! He put a grin on his face! I said “Nice try but no cigar, start breathing then I’ll be impressed!” :-) It was nice to see tho. His eyes also looked less stressed as well. He looked better in the PICU than at the service! But we already went over why that happened.
I’m sorry if I’ve repeated myself. I skimmed over my posts quickly and didn’t see that story. Tomorrow night I should be more on the ball. BUT no promises! After the airport I’m sure it will be nap time. Then I should be ready to type away. I have to go back and tell you the stories of our first days after Andrew ascended. I have stories of who else he’s met and things he’s been up to. Very very cool stuff. After that comes the teachings of an Avatar. I already have lesson one ready for you so pay attention when I start!
Andrew has been busy working on the Matrix with other high profile people that are apart of his soul group. But you’ll have to wait for that one! ;-) Peeked your interest yet??
So as you can see kiddies I will be busy with this blog for a wee while longer! :-)
I’m off to bed now. Always remember….IT’S ALL GOOD!