I’m not feeling all that well and I think things are starting to catch up with me. I am fighting off a cold at the mo. Our relatives leave tomorrow and it will be our last trip to the hospital tomorrow to say good bye. Then we start focusing on trying to pull our life together w/o Andrew being here physically. Still trying to wrap my head around that one.
I wanted to share another story with you of our last time w/Andrew in the PICU. Between talking to people, posting on the ATP board and here, I am having a hard time remembering what I’ve said here. Sooooo forgive me if I repeat myself. :-) I’ll fix it later. Just trying to give the peeps something to read for now! :-)
Martin and I had our time alone with Andrew after he crossed. The nurse was very kind to us. She asked if we wanted to bathe him. We said yes but when looking at him he looked pretty clean anyway. I guess it gives you some thing to do. When we had to go in and call time of “ascension,” I won’t say the other word because it’s not true, I took ANdrew’s hand and put it to my face & just cried. I couldn’t believe he was gone. I know I’m jumping around here but I am tired.
So when we were alone, we wanted music so we used Andrew’s phone. He downloaded a ton of songs to his phone. He told Martin what to play, an Aled Jones song, then told him he wanted us to slow dance because he never had seen us dance together before. I think he was lying about that. :-) I’m sure he has seen us dance! So as Martin and I are dancing, Martin says that Andrew was hugging us both and dancing with us. It was nice to share another tender moment with Andrew.
I was in such a daze in there and the tears just rolled down my cheeks as I sat in the chair beside my Prince & stared. I was in shock. Martin was telling me what Andrew was saying. Andrew was trying to be funny and I had some sarcastic thing to say then Martin said “look at him!” I did and Andrew actually had a grin on his face! He put a grin on his face! I said “Nice try but no cigar, start breathing then I’ll be impressed!” :-) It was nice to see tho. His eyes also looked less stressed as well. He looked better in the PICU than at the service! But we already went over why that happened.
I’m sorry if I’ve repeated myself. I skimmed over my posts quickly and didn’t see that story. Tomorrow night I should be more on the ball. BUT no promises! After the airport I’m sure it will be nap time. Then I should be ready to type away. I have to go back and tell you the stories of our first days after Andrew ascended. I have stories of who else he’s met and things he’s been up to. Very very cool stuff. After that comes the teachings of an Avatar. I already have lesson one ready for you so pay attention when I start!
Andrew has been busy working on the Matrix with other high profile people that are apart of his soul group. But you’ll have to wait for that one! ;-) Peeked your interest yet??
So as you can see kiddies I will be busy with this blog for a wee while longer! :-)
I’m off to bed now. Always remember….IT’S ALL GOOD!
Hey! Not fair that you get to bed earlier than me! LOL! As always…a GREAT pleasure to read about Andrew…the slow dance. My heart still sinks each time I think of how you must have felt when he ascended. But seeing your strength is amazing, and very healing too. I am dying to hear everything about this:
“I have to go back and tell you the stories of our first days after Andrew ascended. I have stories of who else he’s met and things he’s been up to. Very very cool stuff. After that comes the teachings of an Avatar. I already have lesson one ready for you so pay attention when I start!
Andrew has been busy working on the Matrix with other high profile people that are apart of his soul group. But you’ll have to wait for that one! Peeked your interest yet??”
Bennie and I continue to send all of you our love. So glad that you are in communication with Andrew. How could it be any other way? I have a question for Andrew. The same week he ascended one of Bennie’s patient’s grandson age 15 left also and another 16 yo whose father we knew also left the physical. What’s happening? All of these young men were super powerful and conscious while they were on this side of the veil. Could Andrew give us some insight? We look forward to his Avatar lessons.
Much love and hugs, Joanie
Ahhhhh Swati! What a great stalker you are!! I got lucky w/you! LOL
We are going to see Nightmare Before Christmas 3-D in honor of Andrew, he wanted to see it. Well, he’ll get to still & we won’t have to sneak him in either! :-)
Be patient sweet stalker be patient! lol
Dear Connie,
In this past week or so I have heard of 3 people I know who have crossed over. The path was always Cancer. Today a very dear frined of mine called me and told me her sister crossed over too…brain tumor. Her body could not endure it anymore after 2-3 years of fighting it, and she was on chemo when her heart gave way, and she crossed over. When she talked to me I told her all about Andrew…how life doesn’t end with the transformation of the body…how Andrew has been communicating with you and Martin..how happy he is. She calmed down a lot after hearing me speak about Andrew.
Then she wished she could talk to her sis too. I wished I could hear from her sister to be able to help her. And then it happened! I sensed/saw her (Daisy) sitting calmy and watching her sister (my friend). So I told my friend that Daisy was sitting calmy and watching her. I had been telling my friend how happy the soul is to cross over, but is often frustrated and sad when they see their friends and family grieving. But to my surprise Daisy looked liked the picture of serenity…like nothing was affecting her.
I told my friend Daisy was sitting calmly, unperturbed over everything, but she was saying nothing. And then it happened again. I didn’t hear words as such, I just “knew” what she was saying. Daisy replied, “What is the use of talking to them when they can’t hear me?”. And I was amazed at how calm she was. She said she was not disturbed over their crying because she knows they will understand very soon.
So I told my friend everything I sensed from Daisy:
1. She looked like my friend.
2. She was a very calm person not easily perturbed by anything.
3. She is a quiet sort of a person who doesn’t talk much.
And my friend confirmed all 3 things for me…I have never met my friend’s sister…and I knew nothing about her except the fact that she had brain tumor. Her family lives in India, so I never met any of them.
I just thought I will tell you all this so I might make you and Martin proud
:-). I am learning so much from Andrew…and this experience helped my friend a lot. She was feeling a LOT better and calmer after hearing from her sister.
I just wish I were as good a medium as Martin is.
Thank you all…and thank you Andrew…
Love,
Swati
WOW Swati! How wonderful!! That’s how I get messages from Andrew, I sense what he is saying too. I’m working on seeing him more.
Now that everyone has gone home, Martin and I are going to work on that for me, being able to see & feel Andrew more. Martin has worked on being this good of a medium. He’s worked his psychic muscle for years. Sounds like you are on your way! :-)
Joanie, I will ask Andrew the next time we are in conference about what’s going on w/so many transitioning now. I know I want to know what the hell is going on now too dammit!! It’s craziness I tell ya!