Ok, I’m cheating. For all you early birds, you shouldn’t read this till tomorrow, you should be in bed already. Hopefully any night owls won’t see this till tomorrow too. I’m posting at 11:15pm instead of 6:30am. I’m taking a benedryl for allergies so I probably won’t be up in time for yous guys to get your morning fix. :-) Just trying to keep the fans and stalker happy! lol :-) After the relatives leave I will be here a lot!! I promise!
I forgot to mention the beautiful gift Andrew gave me this weekend after the service. As I mentioned before that I would also be missing the kids hanging out at my house and all the laughter, music, and joy that use to come from Andrew’s room. Well, after the service and after the Irish Rover, Wesley, Andrew’s good friend, and Jourdan, his girlfriend, spent time in his room Sat & Sun. SO I got to hear the laughter this weekend coming from his room one last time. I sat in the living room just taking it all in. Enjoying my last time hearing kids having fun in my son’s room. What a beautiful gift! He’s a good child! He brings no bother to the door! (It’s an Irish saying)
I said that if anything happened to Andrew that I wouldn’t do comedy anymore because there’s nothing funny about my life after this. How can I get on stage again?? Of course my friend pointed out that on the way home the Tuesday after he ascended, all I did was make her laugh. That’s beside the point dammit!! Then on one of Andrew’s fav shows “Family Guy,” there were ALL these references from my act in ONE episode!!! I’m like ahhhh geez! No way! Oh but wait for the (in best French accent) (ph) peace de resistance!…..
It was at the mall yesterday. For those of you who may have seen my act, know that I have a bit on the “interesting people” that came in our store. And for one of those bits I have a cheese hat for. While at the mall today a guy comes in to the food court a bit rushed. So much so he tried to grab another kid that he thought was his at the ATM! I noticed in his bag he had the exact type of cheese hat that I use in my act!! DAMMIT!! I mean c’mon! What are the odds????
Ummm so any hits what it could mean?? Have no fear my kiddies, we will still be at the AATP performing next year in Kona! Wouldn’t miss that!
I also said that I wouldn’t do the book either. Why bother?? The ending SUCKS!! The 3 of us were suppose to do it. Then Steven Farmer said we needed to finish it (as have others) He gave us the ending of the book. He said that Andrew’s Ascension is actually the beginning of the story not the end!! DAMMIT!! No one will let me sit in my own pity party!! i.e. S**T Wot up wid dat?? lol
Martin went into Radio Shack because Andrew told him that he wanted Martin to buy himself a little “sumthin sumthin” When Martin walked in “Imagine” was playing. After that there were all these songs playing in the mall that reminded us of Andrew. It was like he was the DJ or something! He wanted to make very sure that we knew he was indeed with us! Well, it worked! I got some presents already for Christmas for Martin from Andrew. I wasn’t sure I would feel what he wanted to get him but I was wrong! He made it quite clear! I even got our cuz Christine something from him. They shared a room together when she lived w/us for 6 months back in 2002. She loves frogs. We found an ornament w/2 frogs & you get it personalized. I knew ANdrew wanted to get it for her. I was a little freaked that I wouldn’t hear what he wanted to say on it. As it came time for the woman to write what I wanted, I stumbled a bit but then took a deep breath and it came to me! I had the woman put “Christine and Andrew” “Muckers Forever” PERFECT! Andrew is so good at this! It was fun shopping with him today. I mean if Andrew can make urn shopping fun…. right?? He’s a good child!Thursday we go to the airport & drop off the last of family here w/us from out of town. Then we will be on our own. Not sure how that’s going to go. Martin thinks it will be great. We’ll work on connecting more with him. Well, me connecting more with him anyway. We have so much to go thru still, that will take up some time….and some tears.
Blogging will help me get through I suppose. I have notes on things I still need to write about.
As always, thank you from the bottom of our hearts!!
IT’S ALL GOOD!
PROUD PRETTY MAMA TO ANDREW