Martin did a meditation on Saturday with Carole and I, like I had mentioned before. Here’s how mine went.

Martin did the “Meet Your Spirit Guide” meditation of his. It’s good for meeting anyone on the Other Side too. Martin takes us down 10 steps, Andrew meets me on step 5 and we walk arm and arm down the rest of the steps. My attire changes into beautiful layers of a white flowing, long dress.

We walk down a beautiful pathway through a forest, thick with trees, fragrant flowers, fairies flinting about, sounds of the forest and a cool breeze gently blows. In a clearing there is a big, beautiful, white, gazebo. Andrew and I go into the gazebo and sit on the bench around it and talk, nothing profound, just enjoying one another’s company. We hug and hold hands and we can’t stop smiling. Our communication isn’t really through words, it’s a knowing. There is a throne like chair in the center of the gazebo.

In the distance, a white ball of light is approaching us. It is a beautiful shimmering ball of white light. It gets brighter as it approaches. When it gets closer a DLO is suppose to emerge from it. In my case, it was my Higher Self that stepped out of the ball of light. We embraced, it felt amazing. My Higher Self has me sit on the throne. She then sends loving energy from her heart to mine. Andrew is standing behind me with his hands on my shoulders. My Higher Self and I are communicating but through a knowing, words are not needed. It’s the same knowing I experienced when Andrew was teaching me in the PICU.

Then more things start to come into my awareness as my Higher Self was working on my heart chakra. My stunning white wolf with blue eyes was sitting on my left side. I look in front of me, standing just outside of the gazebo is my unicorn with my white owl. Their heart chakra’s were glowing a beautiful emerald green and connecting to mine. The overwhelming love I felt was incredible! There were other animals there as well.

Then I saw something that really affected me. I looked slightly to my left, standing outside of the gazebo with my unicorn, owl, and other animals, was the white stag that came to escort my son Home. The stag’s heart chakra was glowing and connecting to mine, he too was sending me love. I could feel the tears steaming down my face. I wanted to be mad at this stag for taking my beloved son Home, but I couldn’t, I could only feel love for him.
My Higher Self, to add some humor, had some scrolls under her arm as Martin is always teasing me about them. Apparently, “I’m” always walking around with scrolls under my arm on the Other Side. She opens one scroll and it says, “You Are Deeply Loved” and the other said “It’s All Good Pretty Mama.” :-) Of course it made me laugh.

Andrew stayed behind me the whole time with his hands on my shoulders. I could feel his heart chakra connecting to mine as well. It was so amazing to be in this energy of Pure Love from all these Pure Hearts. Especially my 17 year old PureHeart!

Then it was time to go back. Of course I didn’t want to go back. But I knew I would be back again one day when I wouldn’t have to leave. Until then, I could come back and visit and recharge myself anytime I want. That will have to do for now.

I get up and give my Higher Self a hug and thank her. Andrew and I lock arms yet again and the animals parted to the side to make a path for us to walk. Andrew and I make our way through the forest to the 10 steps, we walked to step 5 holding on to one another tightly. I didn’t want to let go but I made my way up the rest of the steps on my own.

This was a meditation not an astral travel session. I was very aware of my body here. It’s more of a knowing and impressions, visualizing, what I was getting. Maybe Leah or Swati can explain the difference. While this was powerful, I know an astral travel experience feels even more real. I know this is bringing me closer to having that experience. This is how it begins.

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  1. Swati says:

    That was beautiful Connie! I am so glad you had that experience. Thank God for Martin! :-)

    The difference between visualization and OBE is…OBE feels as real as our regular life. There is no scope of doubt, nothing even left to imagination. Although, you can control things in the astral with your thoughts! You can create things there. However, meeting people…real people, people from your life, DLO’s, meeting masters, guides etc…those are amazing. You are there. You can hear, you can see, you can touch. I have never met any DLO from this life…but that could be because I was not close to anyone who crossed over. I have met Jesus…as real as live. A few times. But no one else. Funny….isn’t it Connie…you and I are alive, and we haven’t ever met. But I have met Jesus. Touched him, felt him, talked to him. Its been a while though. Having trouble with flying these days. Hopefully its a phase.

    Reading this book “The Secret of the Soul” by William Buhlman. It talks much more than other OBE books on meeting DLO’s, how to meet DLO’s, and how this is one of the biggest motivations for people to learn to have OBE….to meet the ones they have “lost”. The stories about such meetings in this book are lovely.

  2. Jane says:

    Swati – the book sounded so interesting, that I just ordered it online. Thank you.

    Connie – your experience sounds like it was absolutely amazing.

  3. Karen T. says:

    I had such a feeling of joy for you reading this! Yay Connie…you are on your way…I feel it!!

  4. Dana says:

    Awesome meditation Connie!

  5. admin says:

    Ordered the book! I think I am on my way too! :-)

  6. Leila says:

    ((((Connie))))) this is beautiful!!!! The way you described it I could *see* it so clearly! Yes!!! you are on your way! :-)

    Swati, I’ve heard of this book before and now I must get it! Thanks!

    Love & hugs


  7. Swati says:

    For all the people ordering this book…I am still reading it, and this one doesn’t seem to be the one that teaches you HOW TO have an OBE. This one is more about people’s experiences and explanations. Which is very interesting! It does teach you other methods (like how to meet DLO’s when OOB), but all this is for people who have learnt to have OBE’s. His first book teaches the techniques of doing it:

    “Adventures Beyond the Body: How to Experience Out-of-Body Travel”.


  8. Swati says:

    Ooops sorry. I take that back. The book does have a chapter on the “how-to”. Many techniques are given. Some are explained well, and some are not.

    Looking forward to meeting you guys OOB! I don’t know if you read what I wrote in the forum, but I did meet up with a friend in an OBE! Wooohooo!! She was OOB (out of body) too that time. And on Tuesday that 3 of us had a successful birthday party for one of us in the astral…unfortunately, only one of us remembers it. But the details were really cool (don’t have that in the forum)!

    So Connie, when are you hosting a party at your castle for us? We will do that soon!

  9. admin says:

    I need to do it soon because I need to get the hell out of here for awhile before I explode! I am sooooooo over everything in this dimension! I’m tired of feeling so goddamn beat up! I’m ready for some castle time, I need some castle time if I am going to stay here! I’ll order the other book too then. Whatever I can to get this down!

  10. Swati says:

    Connie, he says in the book to try the various techniques he gives, to choose which one you like most. And then to use that particular chosen technique without fail everyday for 30 days at least. I am in my trying out different techniques phase.

    So far two things work with me:

    1. Waking up very early morning…at a pre-dawn time. Read an OBE book for a while till I start feeling very sleepy. And then trying to sleep, BUT while going on affirming, “Now I am out of my body”. Or visualizing some real place while sleeping. The better I visualize the place, the better the chances of my getting out of body.

    2. William Buhlam’s CD on OBE inducing affirmations! LOL!! If I listen to that before sleeping and even going off to sleep with it on, I am almost sure to get out of body sometime during night! LOL! Sometimes it even scares me…I hate to do any “psychic” stuff at night…have some strange unknown fears about it. But…fears or no fears, it starts happening…and then if I get too scared, I have to fight against it. Its quite comical really…me almost floating out of body and also fighting tooth and nail to stay inside. The spirits who watch me must be dying laughing at me. Oh wait…they’re already dead.

    I’ll try more and see what goes best with me.

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