We will be going to a funeral for Megan Stevens, an 11 yr old girl we met in the hospital, on our 20th anniversary tomorrow. She transitioned earlier this week. She had her transplant a month after Andrew was to have his. She said she was going to make it for her and Andrew. And she did for a little while. She was doing fab. This was her 4th relapse. She was diagnosed when she was 6yo. We are going to be supportive to her mother and offer any help we can to help her through this.

There is just so many freakin layers of grief when dealing with a child diagnosed with a serious illness. This is why I didn’t want to get to know anyone while I was in hospital. But you can’t help it when you’re in there for months at a time. You are bound to get to know people. I wanted to talk to people but didn’t at the same time. It’s just an insane journey! It’s one big mind f**k! I don’t know how else to describe it.

SO yea, I am really looking forward to getting the hang of OBE’s, right now, this planet doesn’t offer me a whole lot of fun & excitement. I can’t get out and travel & do what I want to do so I might as well do OBE’s. I’ve had enough trauma to deal with to last me a life time! So if I can’t do what I want, Ill just leave my body and do what I want! Spend time where I can do what I want, when I want! Where Soul’s care & want to hear what I have to say & teach AND come to me to hear it! Not me begging people to please let me get on stage. I just don’t have the energy to beg anymore, I am burned out!

It’s time for me to spend more time at my castle and take a break from this hell hole they call Earth. Most people prefer the view from inside their colon then hearing any truth or have their vibration raised through humor & music anyway it would appear! I’m just so over it! SO thank you Swati! I will start reading up and practicing! Then we’ll finally get to meet! ;-) This might be a great summer yet! :-)

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  1. Leila says:


    Sending you oodles of love and big hugs.

  2. admin says:

    Thank you ((((((Leila))))

  3. Swati says:

    Sending you hugs Connie…and to Megan’s parents. I don’t even want to imagine what they are going through…this has to be one of the hardest things to face…the death of one’s child.

    Yeah, we’ll just meet up in your castle Connie…it’ll be more fun there.


  4. Karen T. says:

    Hugs Connie….and wishes of great journeys!

    Holding a peaceful place for Megan’s family too.

  5. Denise says:

    Big{{{{{{{{ hugs}}}}}}}}from me too, all day today!!!!

  6. Swati says:

    Connie…which book are you reading first? The “how-to” book is the free online book I told you about. “Cosmic Journeys” is about the experiences of someone…not a how-to.

    And happy anniversary!!!! :-)))))

  7. Swati says:

    Connie…the rest of “Cosmic Journeys” is not to much fun. Only the part about her meeting her brother and dad was :-D.

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