Martin and I are celebrating our 20 year anniversary of wedded bliss :-D on Sat. At our local comedy club they give you 8 free tickets for your birthday and anniversary. They play music with videos while you wait for everyone to be seated. They have played U-2, Fleetwood Mac and other rock bands. What was up on the big screen tonight?? That’s right, our John Denver singing Rocky Mountain High!!
The tears welled up as I watched it feeling Andrew’s presence and his big “Happy Anniversary Mommy and Daddy!” The video was a later one without John’s glasses. Andrew would know the year. He could tell you the year just by John’s hairdo! Now that’s a fan! :-D I know I watched that video on our first slumber party night in the hospital. I remember thinking how I wanted that night to last forever it was so special.
The comedian said he lives in Wisconsin now, but is not a Cheese Head, then sez “but I like cheese.” One of Andrew’s fav random sayings. We received “hellos” throughout the show. I am so glad he did it but it’s still not the same as having him here.
Wesley had a cool experience the other day. He was looking for Andrew’s memory cards PS2. I told him to go into Andrew’s room and be still and ask Andrew where they are. Just keep asking until he heard or felt an answer. Next thing I know he comes out the fire crackers left over from their last year’s stock! Wes said he heard “look in the wooden box” so he did and there were the firecrackers! Boyz through and through! :-D So Wes is planning a special July 4th to honor Andrew. That was a special holiday for them because they go to blow up stuff! LOL 2 years ago they set the neighbors yard on fire! LMAO! Hard to believe that just a week later to the day he was diagnosed. *not goin there, not goin there, not goin there*
Soooooo since I don’t have many shows booked, ok only one date so far for the summer, I am going to read what Swati recommends and any cd’s I can get my hands on how to have an OBE!! I am going to get the hang of that if it ki…..takes me all summer! ;-) I have nothing better to do so I might as well try to spend as much time on the Other Side connecting with my Higher Self more & Andrew. Either that or I just sit here holding my breath until I look like a freakin Smurf waiting for a reply from any of the 40 odd e-mails I’ve sent out!
I know, it’s quite sad but I am all out of ideas of how to get ourselves out there. It would appear no one is interested in bringing us to their place for some high vibrational humor and make some money. SO its either I get to leave my body and have some fun or sit here and turn into a giant, blue ass, Smurf! If I can’t perform, then I am going to find a way out of here one way or another! Sitting here missing Andrew and now my playmate is going back to Belfast today, sitting around the house just doesn’t do it for me! So up and up away I go!!! So where doos I start Swati!!!??? What book? What CD? It’s time for me to fly!!
IT’S ALL GOOD!