I warned ya! I said I’d be a blogging fool. But even I didn’t think it’d be this much! WOW! It helps me stay connected to & focused on who Andrew is now.
We had discussed with Andrew about journaling his experience. We said it might help him with his feelings and it would be something to look back on. Bless his heart, he’s not much of a writer. He said he kept it all in head. He said he was a thinker not a writer!! LOL
I went though one of his journals the other day. It was mostly computer stats for when he was researching his dream computer. As I flipped through the pages this is what I found……
Upon the 20 things he wrote from the movie The Secret like “You create your own Universe as you go along.” He had his one and only entry about how he was feeling.
July 23, 2007
“Right now I’m in the Hospital lying in bed. This is my first entry. I have an MRI tomorrow at 7a.m. I don’t really like MRI’s because of the noise they make and the fact that you have to be on your back and you can’t move your head. I will get through it! =) I am also getting an LP tomorrow,but I’m kinda looking forward to that LOL, because that is going to bring me so much closer to my goal……getting out of the hospital and recovery!!”
He had a hard time staying on the lines but I was surprised how well he did with the spelling. The money we spent on the tutor was money well spent.
If that paragraph doesn’t say courage and grace I don’t know what does. *wipes tears*
What an honor it has been to be your Mother Muck. I am humbled by your greatness!! I love you so much!
Wow – he wrote just like he talked! Reading that makes me see him so much clearer…
I can only see him smile through those words. I can just see him smile through them :) :) :). I wish he had written more. But he will be writing now…through you and Martin.
Btw, I replied with another comment in the place where you have written about the mediumship teleclass. :D
You and I can compete on who will write more often here on the blog :-P. LOL!
Still waiting for you to take out your notes
LOL…yeah, your notes…as I wrote above…not that I am putting any pressures on you at all :-P.
He wrote how he felt and that was true, everytime I saw him he was amazing and so strong! I wish there was more but you always kept up with everything for him!I love you very much keep on writing for us all…
Ms. Admin, I have a question for you. I had asked you in an email too…but I guess you haven’t read your emails yet. Did Andrew often give you yellow roses? I know you posted somewhere that Martin brought you a yellow rose because Andrew asked him to. Is there a significance to yellow roses? Please let me know. It is a stalker’s business to know everything about her stalkee ;).
Ahhhh nope, no significance other than he had a choice of 4 colors so he picked the yellow one. Lavender is my fav rose. I believe that is info you should know right? ;-) Also I see that there is another app for stalker status by Sue. R U on it Swati?? lol She has all 3 posts in one entry! I think that is worthy of stalker status! :-D
Ok, so ask Andrew a question for me, will ya please? If he could give you flowers now, what kinds would he give you? And WHY? :D See…I need help from him! Andrew please help!! LOL!
…and forgot to mention above, yes, I am going through Sue’s application for the post. LOL!! And I see you have posted a new message…its only 12:14 am here :-P. I can still read and post comments before going to bed.