I warned ya! I said I’d be a blogging fool. But even I didn’t think it’d be this much! WOW! It helps me stay connected to & focused on who Andrew is now.
We had discussed with Andrew about journaling his experience. We said it might help him with his feelings and it would be something to look back on. Bless his heart, he’s not much of a writer. He said he kept it all in head. He said he was a thinker not a writer!! LOL
I went though one of his journals the other day. It was mostly computer stats for when he was researching his dream computer. As I flipped through the pages this is what I found……
Upon the 20 things he wrote from the movie The Secret like “You create your own Universe as you go along.” He had his one and only entry about how he was feeling.
July 23, 2007
“Right now I’m in the Hospital lying in bed. This is my first entry. I have an MRI tomorrow at 7a.m. I don’t really like MRI’s because of the noise they make and the fact that you have to be on your back and you can’t move your head. I will get through it! =) I am also getting an LP tomorrow,but I’m kinda looking forward to that LOL, because that is going to bring me so much closer to my goal……getting out of the hospital and recovery!!”
He had a hard time staying on the lines but I was surprised how well he did with the spelling. The money we spent on the tutor was money well spent.
If that paragraph doesn’t say courage and grace I don’t know what does. *wipes tears*
What an honor it has been to be your Mother Muck. I am humbled by your greatness!! I love you so much!