There is no denying it! Andrew sent us that song!
Martin and I went to Walmart today and on our way out Coldplay’s song, Viva La Vida comes on and Martin says, “This song reminds me of Andrew.” Now before you say anything, yes I did tell Martin about this song reminding me of Andrew. He didn’t put 2 and 2 together.
Before I knew it, Martin was lost in the song with Andrew. Martin said we were all dancing in the forest and just having a great time together. I tried to tap in but I was driving so I was a bit limited :-) I had to just listen to Martin describe it as I was driving. It sounded so wonderful! When the song was over, Martin had tears in his eyes. He said because he felt Andrew move through him and was caught up in the emotion of us dancing together. SO guess what song do you think we are ending the ceremony with while we dance on Laguna Beach celebrating our love for Andrew while watching the balloons reach up to the heavens? Yup! Viva La Vida!
While at Walmart Martin was waiting around while I was trying on bathing suits. I made him stay close by because I wasn’t coming out all the way for him to see it. He was asking Andrew for a sign while he was waiting around. Andrew says to him “Look up Daddy” Martin does and there is a sign that says “White Stag” Then Andrew says, “Look to the right now Daddy” and there was another “White Stag” sign. Walmart carries White Stag label of clothing. How cool is that?
Then when we were almost home Viva La Vida came on again!
Martin, Andrew and I had a great time out today! Just like old times… in the new way. It’s not the way I want it to be, but it’s better than the alternative.
Martin saw Andrew laying in his bed out of the corner of his eye this morning. He sees Andrew a lot in his room out of the corner of his eye. I need to be paying closer attention! Of course my mama gene feels like it shouldn’t be so hard to see and feel her son. But this is the way it is now and if I want to feel and see Andrew I need to pay closer attention. I know the more we get out there and perform and work with Andrew, the closer I will feel to Andrew and it won’t even feel like he has left at all! I know this will happen! Our relationship has moved to a higher vibration and I need to catchup to it is all, and I will!
IT’S ALL GOOD!