When we did the meditation, we did it in Andrew’s room with me lying in his bed. I still haven’t moved the dragon from the recliner. Don’t have the heart to.
Martin does a guided meditation with me. I go down the 10 steps and at the bottom is Glan Croi in his beautiful green velvet robe & head band with his emerald green heart on it looking so regal. He walks me to these gates that just open and expose our magnificent castle! The draw bridge is down. YAY! The moat I said that was being put in is done!! Awesome! Now my Incarnated Angel friends can’t leave or be talked into coming back! I’ve always said “Party at my castle when we all get over there!” We’re gonna party like it’s 9999!!! ROFLMAO
We walk into the beautiful court yard with tall trees and the most vibrant colorful flowers, where a huge fountain is and some comfortable benches. We sit and I notice the unicorns, fairies, and all kinds of “mythical” creatures roaming around. This is what Andrew meant when he was saying to Martin about this being very real. He wanted to make sure Martin understood what we were seeing wasÂ real. Now as I was saying, the breeze feels great. It is stunning! While I know what Andrew is feeling I don’t really hear him. We sat there looking into one another’s eyes and I know we were communicating. It’s hard to explain, I can see him clearly but I wasn’t feeling it like I wanted to. I was still aware of being in Andrew’s room. I didn’t have an OBE (out of body experience)
When Martin said Andrew was telling me what the bigger purpose was in all of this, to hear it NOW! I was wanting to hear it so bad that I didn’t. But before we left the castle, I did hear him say “It really is all good Pretty Mama!”
When I came out of the light meditation, I then started to really think about seeing him again and that I felt! For a brief moment I could feel what it would feel like to see and hug him again and that was overwhelming. I sobbed at the very thought of it. Geez I’m a mess! Maybe because it felt real for that brief moment and then missing him.
It’s baby steps with me. It will take a few times for me to not be so nervous about it and just let it happen. It’s my fear of not getting anything that’s holding me back. Dumb huh?
When we lay in bed and talk, it’s more casual and I think that will help me to tap in easier. I’ve mentioned that Andrew has been working on the recoding studio for him and Martin. He is working with John Denver in helping Martin put together a music CD. I’m always finding Martin writing words to songs down.
He has my special room with a quartz crystal bed in it with different crystals on it that I can use anytime I want to re-energize.
Andrew is also working on our game room! I can only imagine how macked out that’s gonna be! :-D
Andrew has the same bed as he does here. He uses his bed to meditate. It’s not like you have to sleep but you can if you want. He picked his bed out this past May. He loved it and only got to use it maybe 8 weeks then he was diagnosed. His room there is like his room here only bigger and he has his $16,000 Mac computer that he spent weeks researching.
Adele his OT in the hospital, told me the other day when I called her, that Andrew told her that all he cared about doing was going back to his room. She was kinda surprised on how much he loved his room. I don’t have a fancy house or anything, in fact my pool is broke and is a green algae mess! But people love being here because of the energy. Andrew loved being home because he felt safe and at peace here. Not a lot of teens I know anyway, can say that.
Apparently the other night when we were talking we were hanging in the big kitchen in our castle with actually Andrew’s girlfriend and Cory, one of his friends. Cory was wiping up the flour on the counter with his cat. Something Cory would love to do on the Other Side, believe me! He would try things there he can’t get away with here! LMAO! You’d have to know him to know how true that is! His grandmother reads the blog she can confirm it! :-D
Martin was saying that things are solid there. Like we walk around the table and can walk up the stairs…..if we want. Mind boggling huh?
That’s all I remember for now. I know there is more and I will write about it as I remember it. Is this ok for now Swati?? :-D Let me know and I’ll see what I can do.
IT’S ALL GOOD!