Martin and I will lay in bed at night and talk about all things metaphysical and quantum physics. We go over our philosophies about why all this has happened with Andrew. Still trying to wrap our heads around all this. How can a bright light like Andrew, who is desperately needed here, who touched so many lives, have left us so soon?? It just doesn’t make sense! It’s not fair! *stomps feet in tantrum*
Every person that met him could feel that he was special. Even when we flew to Ireland last year, the flight attendants made a point to tell Martin and I what a pleasure he was to have on the plane, and how polite he was! Think about! Even flight attendants could tell he was different and special!
Like I’ve said before, the only thing that makes sense is that there is a bigger plan with all this, and that Martin & I are a part of it. We signed up for it. Wish I knew exactly what the hell it was that we signed up for! I’m never signing anything anymore until I read every bit of the small fine print! Especially of a Soul Contract! Do you suppose there’s one person from your counsel on the Other Side, like a Amway rep, that only gives you a 1/4 of the info to entice you to go to the “biz opp” meeting so the rest of your counsel can work on you, and make coming here sound good??? LOL Just a thought.
I keep asking Martin why can’t we just leap outta here yet! I mean how long do we have to be here before we know exactly what we’re supposed to be doing? I feel like Sam in “Quantum Leap!” I am ready leap! I’m just waiting for Ziggy to give me the ok, that I’m done with my job here! :-D Yea, no such luck yet! (AL)LLLLLLLLLLLLLLL where are you? (didn’t want you to think I was saying all) I’m ready to leap!
I don’t know what we would do, or how we would handle any of this is if we didn’t have the beliefs that we do. When we have our conversations, it all makes more sense, and I feel very proud to have raised an Avatar. We did a damn good job at it too! We held up the majority of our contract with just that alone!
Our conversations help me to get out of muggle mode, which is where the real deep grief is. When Martin shares with me the information that Andrew is giving him, and what it will be like when we do get to finally leap, it really helps me out of the grief, & I feel pretty good and very close to Andrew! It almost feels normal from a Light Worker point of view. Eventually I will be in that space most, if not all, of the time down the road. A short road I hope. :-) Short road meaning the road of grief not life. I want to make sure I made myself clear on that one. ;-)
There really are no words to describe the feeling during these conversations. It’s like we are right there with Andrew on his vibration. It’s incredible.
We get into some pretty deep conversations that the rest of the world is NOT ready to hear yet! Sorry Swati! ;-) What we discuss here on the website is already “weird” to a lot of people, even to some of my family. The other stuff would really blow peoples’ minds! We also discuss what goes on, on the Other Side for us. It’s pretty cool. Some of it is very deep and personal. It keeps me going let’s just say because I have a lot to look forward to when I finally get to leap! *doing happy dance*
Now I just have to carry these conversations with me longer! Be in that space for a longer period of time to keep the grief away. Martin points out that it gets easier every day, and to be patient with myself. Plus he reminds me too that……..
IT’S ALL GOOD!