Castles In The Sky

ShareI forget what show was on TV that reminded me of this, but it was a boy who had done something spectacular for his parents. He took care of them in a big way, and it reminded me of when Andrew was a little boy. When he was little he always told me that when he grew up, he was going to make a lot of money, like a gazillion dollars, and take care of me and Martin. He said that we were going to move into his HUGE mansion or castle when he found out I liked castles, and … Continue reading

I Ain’t Got Nooooobody!

ShareMartin and I went to Trader Joe’s today, we just love that store, and we were really excited when they came to town. Andrew would always go grocery shopping with me when he was here, so to ease my pain of him not being here, Martin and I go together now. Martin gets giddy like a little girl when we are going to trader Joe’s. On the way home from the store Martin hears Andrew say, “Guess what I got Daddy?” Martin says, “I don’t know, what?” Andrew, “Guess!” Martin, “I don’t know, tell me!” Andrew says, “look over there!” … Continue reading

Butterflies & Bicycle Rides

ShareMost people know how our loved ones on the other side will send butterflies as a, “hello! I’m still here loving you!” Well, my sister had a Muck butterfly, fly by. My sister is camping with her grandson & a few friends this weekend when they had this butterfly experience. BUT first you need to hear the back story. When Andrew was younger, like 10 or 11yo, my sister & him went for a bike ride to a near by park. The same park where my daughter now lives across the street from, and the park where we let the … Continue reading

“GHOST”

ShareMartin and I had a freaky deaky thing happen with Andrew today. It even freaked Martin’s freak! We were sitting in the living room catching up on some DVR’d tv shows minding our own bees wax before I had to go to work and Martin to a gig. Martin set me up a computer in the living room with a 19inch flat screen monitor a few months ago, my I-Pad wasn’t cutting it & I needed a computer since my laptop took a dump. I put my feet gently up on the coffee table to do some typing. I say … Continue reading

A Healing Visitation By PureHeart

ShareI am always in awe of how magnificent my son truly is. How lucky I am to be part of such a powerful Soul’s purpose like Andrew’s/PureHeart’s is. Yes, it has been devastating for me as a mother, but on a Soul level it is beyond magnificent to be part of this journey with my son. And Leah is just one of the many reasons why. You can read about Leah in my book “No Regrets.” I have blogged before about her profound experiences with PureHeart. We came to know Leah when Andrew was in hospital. She wrote the song, … Continue reading

6th FUNeral Anniversary

ShareSunday October 27th is the 6th anniversary of our final goodbye to our beloved son Andrew. It ended up being called a FUNeral because I couldn’t say the other word regarding my son. It just didn’t seem right! So Andrew asked Martin what the first 3 letters of funeral was, hence his FUNeral was born & it was also called the FUNeral Home. Martin & I did our son’s service because no one else deserved that honor other than us! We started this journey together & we would end this part of it together too. This was the last time … Continue reading

6th Annual Int’l IT’S ALL GOOD DAY!

ShareI wrote this the morning of IIAGD. 6 years ago today was the absolute worse day of my life!!! I didn’t think it could get any worse after hearing a leukemia diagnosis for my 16yo son 4 mo earlier, but it did get worse. As I drifted off to sleep last night I remembered how 6 yrs ago last night was the last night I would ever have my son again. How I sat on the edge of my seat, leaning on his bed rail the entire night trying to will his oxygen numbers to go up, as he wore … Continue reading

The Meeting of an Avatar Part III

ShareWhen I do this Andrew gives me the answer to the problem just like his Dad. I guess what I am saying is that when Martin is not available, Andrew always is. I would also like to share another story of Andrew communicating with me. It was late Fall of 2012, on a very chilly morning. I woke up and I prepared my coffee and check in on face-book to see what everyone was up to. I saw a posting Connie put on face-book about Martin. He became very ill while they were out of country and had been admitted … Continue reading

The Meeting of an Avatar Part II

ShareI placed my call to Hern, we chatted about a few casual things. I kept getting interrupted by Andrew, to “DO IT”. I then said to Hern that I really needed to tell him something, I could tell he detected the fear in my voice and he knew I was serious. In a kind way Hern asked me what it was and assured me I could tell him what ever I wanted, because our call was confidential. Although he is a very good reader I don?t believe that what would happen next is what Hern saw coming. I was nervous, … Continue reading

The Meeting of An Avatar Part I

ShareIt started in mid September of 2011, life as I knew it started to changed. Stress, emotions and financial hardship were wearing heavily on my life and it felt as if everything was spinning out of control. I found myself feeling lonely, depressed and searching for answers. I was so lost within myself. I decided to contact a physic network. Not really knowing if this was the right thing to do. I reviewed over 200 readers on the site, each had his or her own style. I wasn’t even sure what I was looking for. But what I do know … Continue reading