When Martin and I go to bed at night, him and Andrew do energy work on me because I struggle with all this. Martin guides me through it. He & Andrew put their hands on my heart chakra and Martin begins to tell me to see a beautiful emerald green mist going into my body through my heart chakra and working it’s way all through my entire body. This healing energy has changed colors as time has gone on. As this amazing mist goes through my body it picks up any low vibrational debris from grief in every part of my body.
After the energy has gone through my body & picks up all the debris, it comes out where it entered to be transmuted. Last night I got a vision of Andrew pulling it out with a rope using his both hands and feet really tugging it out like trying to pull a heavy weight out of a well with out falling in or something. His way of being funny, ha ha Muck! I guess he was showing me I was holding on to too much sadness. YA THINK?? It’s Christmas time, my son is not here and this is the first Christmas in 27yrs where we’ll have no kids! Yea, I’m sad you putz!
Ok, so Martin and I did get a laugh outta of that visual of what it was like clearing my sadness. But to damn bad! I’m doing the best that I can! Mama Gene is pissed! Deal with it! You’re an Avatar! How hard can it be? :-D
Anyhoo, once they clear that out, they then send in the same emerald green healing energy to help me feel better. It feels really cool. I can actually feel it going in. It was really intense in the beginning.
SO that’s how the “mucklets” are being done now. I think I’m doing pretty good since I only usually get them once at night and not several times a day like in the beginning. Martin will put his hand over my heart for a few seconds during the day as a top up, but sometimes I think he’s just trying to cop a feel and get to 2nd base! :-D
Like I mentioned before, I feel Andrew when he touches my head, I feel a buzzing and pressure like a hand is there. Lately, I feel like something is lightly crawling in my hair and I was going to have Martin check me for lice or something! LOL Dunno how I could get that since I’m not around anyone really. Then Martin told me without me saying anything, that Andrew touches my hair. PHEW! That was good to hear! Bug crisis averted! I can be such a spaz sometimes! LOL But as I’m constantly reminded….
IT’S ALL GOOD!
After I wrote this last night, Martin and I were talking about it. Then I realized what the little B#*&@*d was really doing! I got another “flash.”Â He had this thing he would do with my hair AND Merlin’s too actually! He would take a small amount of hair in the palm of his hand and rub it really fast and say, in a high pitched voice “dread locks!”Â I’d smack him and he’d laugh! While in the hospital he would try and do it to the teeny, tiny patch of hair he had on the back of his head from the remaining bed sore he got while intubated, to be funny! Ok, it was funny. He would also pet the patch like it was his dog or something. And sometimes add a Dr. Evil voice. He’s a goof ball. See? We did have a lot of fun in the hospital! WOW! Hard to believe he’s an Avatar after writing this! LOL
SO the littleÂ booger is STILL trying to give me dread locks! ROFLMAO!Â Nice one Muck!