Maybe because it’s 2 weeks ago tonight and it’s coming up to the exact time 2 weeks ago when Martin and I had to call time of ascension that has me thinking of the events leading up to 2 weeks ago.
Martin and I were talking today about the events leading up to Andrew’s ascension. I mention before how our friend Jeremy was told that he was not allowed in with healing energy that day. One of Martin’s “things” is that he can stop bleeding. He did it for Andrew when he was first intubated back in July when Andrew was bleeding from his nose. The blood would drip from his nose down his cheek to his ear onto the the gauze pad they had beside his head. It was hard to see so Martin did his thing and the bleeding stopped. There was enough to deal with with out having to see that!
SO this time when Andrew was having issues with bleeding w/his lungs, hence the coughing up blood. I told Martin this was right up his alley. Easy peasy lemon squeezie! SO I thought. Martin was able to get it to really slow up but when he would stop the energy work it would start again. Like the night I was doing all that gratitude work on Andrew. His numbers would do well then they would drop.
It came to a point where Martin was told by Andrew’s Guides to stand back & not to interfere! Martin said he felt like he had been castrated! He wasn’t allowed to help his son anymore. All he could do was stand back and watch as our son was leaving this plain. Can you even imagine as a parent what that was like? To not be allowed to help your son & being a healer to boot? To know that you had to stand by and watch as your only biological child, your much awaited for son, transition to the next dimension??? These are things we are still working through.
As painful as all this has been, it is also what brings us the most peace. Weird huh? But knowing that all is as it should be, knowing that there was nothing we could do, knowing that our love and healing abilities were so great that the big guns had to be called in to hold us back so destiny could take it’s course, brings us some sort of peace. Funny how life….and ascension works huh? Thanks for listening. I know it isn’t easy. But it’s part of this amazing journey we are on!
IT’S ALL GOOD! WE MISS YOU MUCK!