Last week while Wes was here, I saw something I had never noticed before and haven’t seen since. I was sitting in my usual chair, the “queen’s” chair, combing the internet looking for places to contact to perform at. As I was a busy lil beaver combing away, I get the ‘hit’ to look up. Andrew wanted me to see something. So I do, and it was the oddest thing. The setting sun was reflecting off of something and the light was only shining on Andrew’s face in the picture of him and Elatia, cheek to cheek mind you, at her wedding and shining on the full moon and a wolf on his urn.

When I looked up, I saw Andrew’s bright smiling face looking right at me in that picture. He looked so beautiful in that light, he was glowing. It almost felt like he was standing right there. It was very cool. I watched it as it slowly went dark again. It was Andrew just taking the time to say “Hi Pretty Mama! I’m here!”

I went for a 5 mile walk on Siesta Key Beach on Friday around 4:30ish p.m. I figured a nice walk close to sunset would do my soul some good. What better way to re-energize and release some grief than a walk on the white quartz crystal sand and walk in the water. It was a beautiful evening for it. I think my last walk on the beach was with Andrew back in 2007 before we went to So-Cal. We took a walk and then sat on the sand and talked for awhile. It was so nice, I miss those times we would share, so much. We weren’t just a mother and son, but 2 souls connecting on a deep level.

I asked for a sign while I walked on the beach. My cuz, Chrissy and I would ask for a sign from the fairies when we use to walk on the beach and pick up trash. I didn’t get any signs while I walked but I did get one when I got in the car. The clock said it was 5:55p.m. which means big changes are coming. That was good enough for me.  Every little sign makes a difference and makes me happy!


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13 Responses to LET IT SHINE

  1. admin says:

    ok Leah WTF????? you whined and did receive! :-)

  2. Swati says:

    The sunshine sign was soooo cooooool!!!! I pray that good changes come to your life really really soon :-).

  3. admin says:

    Thank you Swati! I was getting ready to get off the computer and go to bed when I saw Leah’s whiny ass post, :-) so I stayed on just to write this post because of Leah’s whiny hiney and where is she??? No where to be found! How am I suppose to take her whining seriously if she isn’t the first to post! I mean c’mon! You gotta be serious about your whining! It’s a fine art not to be toyed with.

  4. Leah Clark says:

    *chuckles evilly* Aha! Zo my evil plan succeeded, eh? *rubs hands together in glee*

    Well, ya know – I gotta let Swati win occasionally (oops – did I say that out loud?).

    See, Jeremy’s influence is wearing off on me. :P :P :P

  5. admin says:

    Oh yea??!! OH YEA??? Welllllll, welllllllll, *stomps off in a huff*

    *soup nazi* No blog for you! take dat! :-P

  6. Leah Clark says:

    No, no, no! See, you’re supposed to blame JEREMY, not me! Aw, crap. Now I gotta grovel…

    Please, please, please come back and do more blogs! I promise I’ll (try to) be good!

    See my halo??? :D

  7. admin says:

    I do see the horns trying to hold it up! LOL LOL LOL (of course I am giving you a hard time because I have nothing to write about at the mo and you are my scape goat.)

    BTW you are right about SM, they suck at returning calls! Martin called and Kerri said she would call him right back. Glad he didn’t hold his breath, that was Sat afternoon! *went from looking at watch to looking at calendar!*

  8. Leah Clark says:

    So many horn jokes, so little time… :P

    Yeah, what happens is she’s by herself and someone comes in, she gets distracted and then it’s evening or the next day before she realizes. Then they’re closed until Monday at 11am. So tell him to call again tomorrow – if he doesn’t have any luck, I’ll see what else I can do. We gotta get you up here!!!

  9. admin says:

    Right?? Soooo—-mannnny—joooookes—-soooo—littttttle—timmmme!!!

    We wanna come up there!

    Oh yea, BTW it still looks like NO BLOG FOR YOU!……for tonite anyway. :-D I got nothing.

  10. Swati says:

    SM?? Why are you talking about SM stuff?? Hyuk! Hyuk! Hyuk!! See…this is what Leah’s company does to people. *remembering Madame Leah terrorizing everyone at the place she used to work*

  11. Leah Clark says:

    OMG Swati – I had completely forgotten about that! Now that my husband is working with me, I should break out my Madame Leah stuff again… hahahaha

  12. Karen T. says:

    OMG! I just got a visual of you all dolled up in leather with a whip in hand and Max cowering submissive like…LMAO!!

  13. admin says:

    TMI! TMI! TMI! people!

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