JAYZUS JOHN!

Seriously! Is Andrew working for John Edward’s Cross Country or what??

The 1st episode tonight had a young man that crossed not from the diagnosis of leukemia he got but from a line that was put in for meds that hit his jugler vein, he bled to death. With Andrew it wasn’t leukemia either but a lung infection. The way John described the way his sister sat beside his hospital bed in disbelief at what was happening, yea, I’m familiar with that scene.

But that is not the scene that really hit me as a message from The Muck. It was the scene with a mother/wife coming through for her 2 daughters and hubby. The final message to them was “Live life to the fullest, have a lot of fun and really enjoy yourself in a big way.”

Today I was driving to Colleen’s to finish my outfit for Kona, (BTW it kicks ass!) with my windows open which is weird for Fla this time of year, it’s usually still really hot and humid. As I was driving and really enjoying the break from the heat, I was feeling good, I was feeling hopeful that I could be happy again. I was actually thinking that I could enjoy the rest of my life. It was a good feeling. Andrew didn’t send me any songs but he did send me good feelings and hope that I can feel good and be happy again.

As we know, Andrew always sends reinforcements to his signs and the message tonight about really getting out there and enjoying yourself in a big way hit home. I knew it was Andrew speaking to me because I felt it, then I was shown my drive today and how I felt. Andrew really weaves his webs of signs! :-)

I know Andrew wants me to enjoy my life and be happy. Yea, easy for him to say! I know I need to do this in order to honor him and that is what he wants for me. He doesn’t like to see me so grief stricken. Well, he shouldn’t have left me then! Ha! *down mama gene, down!*

I’m getting there!

IT’S ALL GOOD!

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8 Responses to JAYZUS JOHN!

  1. Swati says:

    [quote] I was feeling good, I was feeling hopeful that I could be happy again. I was actually thinking that I could enjoy the rest of my life. It was a good feeling. Andrew didn’t send me any songs but he did send me good feelings and hope that I can feel good and be happy again.[/quote]

    Wow…that is BIG Connie. That is BIG! I am sooo happy to hear you say that. We are nearing 22nd Oct, and this feeling in you is HUGE. You are certainly being helped by Mr. Andrew PureHeart! (But! That doesn’t mean he had ANY business leaving! {I have to keep saying that to him so he remembers that no matter what, he is not off the hook }). :-P

  2. admin says:

    Thank you Swati for making sure he is NOT off the hook! :-D We’ll see how I am doing as we get closer to Oct 22nd. I think being busy will help me keep the feeling. This may only be a temporary feeling but then again so is the depression. If I didn’t get a reprieve from the grief every now and then I wouldn’t be here now. The longer I feel better, the more I know I am moving through the grief process. I know Andrew wants to see me happy and I always did what made him happy. Although this is really pushing the envelope far!

  3. Swati says:

    Oh you know I can’t wait to see your Kona outfit from the front too! And YOU wearing it!!!! When are you leaving for Kona again? Basically when is the last date you will be here at home before you leave for the grand tour? I’m asking because I’m wondering if my rings will be made and sent before that so you can wear them with your outfit.

  4. admin says:

    I put the pic on the ATP board so you can see it. We leave Oct 17th but you can send it to Laguna to Tammy’s addy because we’ll be there from Oct 20th till the 29th, that’s when we leave for Kona. Then we’ll be back on Nov 11th and leave for home on Nov 13th :-(

  5. Swati says:

    Can you email me Tammy’s address?

  6. admin says:

    I could if I knew it I could :-D Hey Tammmmyyyyyyy e-mail me your addy!!!

  7. Jane says:

    (((Connie))) what a wonderful feeling that would have been for you after so many months of feeling much less positive. Bravo Connie :o)

  8. Karen T. says:

    Yes, Bravo!!

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