Seriously! Is Andrew working for John Edward’s Cross Country or what??
The 1st episode tonight had a young man that crossed not from the diagnosis of leukemia he got but from a line that was put in for meds that hit his jugler vein, he bled to death. With Andrew it wasn’t leukemia either but a lung infection. The way John described the way his sister sat beside his hospital bed in disbelief at what was happening, yea, I’m familiar with that scene.
But that is not the scene that really hit me as a message from The Muck. It was the scene with a mother/wife coming through for her 2 daughters and hubby. The final message to them was “Live life to the fullest, have a lot of fun and really enjoy yourself in a big way.”
Today I was driving to Colleen’s to finish my outfit for Kona, (BTW it kicks ass!) with my windows open which is weird for Fla this time of year, it’s usually still really hot and humid. As I was driving and really enjoying the break from the heat, I was feeling good, I was feeling hopeful that I could be happy again. I was actually thinking that I could enjoy the rest of my life. It was a good feeling. Andrew didn’t send me any songs but he did send me good feelings and hope that I can feel good and be happy again.
As we know, Andrew always sends reinforcements to his signs and the message tonight about really getting out there and enjoying yourself in a big way hit home. I knew it was Andrew speaking to me because I felt it, then I was shown my drive today and how I felt. Andrew really weaves his webs of signs! :-)
I know Andrew wants me to enjoy my life and be happy. Yea, easy for him to say! I know I need to do this in order to honor him and that is what he wants for me. He doesn’t like to see me so grief stricken. Well, he shouldn’t have left me then! Ha! *down mama gene, down!*
I’m getting there!
IT’S ALL GOOD!