We are starting to go through Andrew’s things now. We are unpacking our small warehouse bay that we packed with things from the house when we were going to move to So-Cal. Andrew had a lot packed. It’s been bittersweet.
BUT on the upside it does feel like he’s moving back home having more of his stuff out! His room is looking more like his room again. When we painted his room last May and got him a new bed, he didn’t put everything back up because his friends were out of school so he was a busy guy. :-)
I found the pics of his birth (in black and white) I had a c-section. I was planning a home birth with him. I was crushed I had to have a c-section. My water broke a month early on Mother’s Day. Hard to believe it was almost 17 yrs ago. It’s all very surreal.
I found his manifestation box. We went shopping for our manifestation boxes together, it was fun, we were kinda fighting over them in a fun way. He had a paper in there saying “THANK YOU for….and one of them was “For my friend Cory and more friends like him that accept me for who I am.” That brought a tear to my eye. And he did find more friends like Cory. His brother CJ who finally started liking Andrew. They became very close. They were both here when I found it. I read it to them. They miss him so much!! It was good to have the boys here for the night helping us. Andrew was loving it too!
We found the most amazing picture of Andrew when he was 10 or 11. He looks like such a young powerful Avatar! It blew everyone away! He’s wearing a green velvet cloak, Celtic cross, holding a fairy oracle card, he is behind a table that has Doreen’s Fairy and Angel deck, crystals, a sage wand, my Witch box, and a peace Reiki candle on it. He looked very natural like he’s in his element!! Martin is suppose to be posting it here soon!
Oooo Ooooo! Almost forgot! Jeremy was here & was looking through the Wizards Window (our store) boxes and found a pendant of what??? A CELTIC STAG! He went running (ok, running might be too strong a word LOL) into the office like a little girl to show Martin. Then Martin was giddy like a little girl when he saw it! SO you know he’s wearing that now & for ALL eternity! LOL
Jeremy was in Andrew’s room yesterday and he was blown away by the energy in there. I think Andrew was meditating so much prior to his diagnosis to set up an energy vortex for us to make it easier for me to connect with him when I was ready to focus.
So that is what I’ll be doing the rest of this week, going through my Muck’s stuff and setting his room up. It’s been a pretty good experience, I’ve enjoyed finding his things again. He has some cool stuff! Plus it’s helping me to feel closer to him & that he’s really not that far away. He’s only a thought a way.
IT’S ALL GOOD!
You know the energy of his room must be very high also because of his real actual presence.
I think it is there that I will first see him. I know our plan is gonna work Swati!!
Awww….that’s cool that bringing his stuff back out is giving you so much peace! Keep on connecting!
[quote]him. I know our plan is gonna work Swati!![/quote] I am so relieved to hear you say that. You said the word, “know”. And thats how I feel too. That I know it will work. It just has to. There is no other way. I will not accept anything less than that. And thats that.