Something is going on, that is for sure! This crazy journey called grief certainly takes you on one hell of a wild ride! There have been times I did want to yell, “JANE! (MUCK) Get me off this thing!” Some wild things have been going on lately. I mean more than the usual. I know! Hard to believe for us!
Like I have mentioned before, Andrew loves to communicate through numbers as well as songs. Maybe because his father is like Rainman when it comes to numbers always adding them up and telling their meaning. Lately it’s been LOTS of 22’s(day he passed), 202’s (his birth time), and now 1222 (day of birth & passing). I’ll look at the time and it’s 12:22. Last night it said 12:22 on the stove clock. I putz around in the kitchen for a minute or two, go into the living room and the time is 12:22 on the digital clock. I was watching the tv show Las Vegas the other day, and what room did they go to? Yup! 1222. Ok, now Andrew’s just yelling at me!
I have a general idea what the number sequence means in Angel numbers, but I look it up anyway in Doreen Virtue’s, “Healing With The Angels” book, since Andrew is now yelling at me. What it means is that, “Your thoughts are like seeds and beginning to sprout. You may already seen some evidence of the fruition of your desires. These are signs that things will and are growing in your aspired direction. Keep the faith!”
COOL! Music to my ears! I can see why he is yelling at me. It’s hard for me to believe that anything could work out after all of the let downs and set backs we have experienced, especially the biggest let down, Andrew leaving. But we had loads of let downs prior to his leaving, just not as big as that one. We’ve had plenty since he left too. So you don’t get as excited anymore until you see things actually falling into place more solidly. You are just cautiously optimistic. So I appreciate Andrew sending these numbers to me, to let me know, “It really is all good my Pretty Mama!”
But he wasn’t done yet! Yesterday while blow drying my hair, I see someone standing outside of my bathroom. I thought it was Martin and he scared the crap outta me. I look, and no one is there! So I figured it had to be Andrew because I know he wouldn’t allow anyone else around his Pretty Mama. Earlier today Martin went to lay down. Not long after he was down, I hear a door moving. I thought, “Wow, Marts didn’t lay down long.” I wait a few minutes and no Marts. I get up to check to see if he was up, and he in fact did not get up. I didn’t think anything more about it, until later.
I get up to go in my room and I notice the door to Andrew’s room is almost closed. I thought that was odd. I always keep his door open. I open his door and hear the same sound that I heard earlier when I thought Martin had gotten up. Things that make you go hmmmmm! Especially since I had an incident in his room a few weeks ago. I went in to turn on his light like I do every night. I was standing there looking at his room, missing him being in there, when the light flickers and goes out. I jiggle the plug because Kaliana had been in there earlier playing, she loves playing in her Uncle Andrew’s room.
I tried turning the light on again flipping the switch a number of times, it flickers and goes out. Right when that happens, the Thomas the Tank Engine in Andrew’s closet starts going off! The hairs on my arms stand up and I get goosebumps all over, my heart is pounding nearly outta my chest, and I bolted for Martin’s office! That kinda freaked me out! SO between this, seeing him for a brief second yesterday, and his door almost closing on it’s own today, something is definitely going on! I believe magick is afoot!
Things are starting to sprout for us. We have a new internet tv show we are doing starting August 21st. We are going on a mini UK tour in November, and have been staying busy with our events in Florida. Maybe it’s just that the other side is more excited than we are about all of this. Martin seems to think that’s what all of this stuff going on is all about. Right now it’s just costing us money and we’re hoping it all pays off. Like I said before, we are cautiously excited. But regardless, it’s good to know that the other side is all excited for us and…
IT’S ALL GOOD!
They’re not the only ones!!
Thanks Karen! I’m glad we have stuff going on, but I’m not crazy excited. I’m excited about doing it, but don’t have any expectations beyond the 9 episodes. I’ve counted on so many things working out that didn’t. I’m just going w/the flow & see where this will take us. We were on a show on that network July 10th & got nothing from it. NO interest. Honestly, I’m not counting on the show going beyond 9 episodes. I just don’t know if we’ll have the $$ to do it. We are paying for all of this. If it does go beyond 9 episodes great, if it doesn’t, then we have 9 episodes to add to our resume. AND it hopefully will have helped to promote our events in the UK. Either way, it’s all good!