I was on the treadmill Sunday as I am most days walking off my little indiscretions while watching “Dirty Jobs.” Dunno why this effected me the way it did, but hearing Mike Rowe talk about his mother then his dad, I started to think how I was going to miss hearing how Andrew felt about us here. Hearing him tell someone how much we meant to him.

Then I hear “Ahh! Ahh! Don’t go there Mommy! What you have with me now is so much bigger than anything I could say or do on Earth for you, believe me! You just wait and see!”

I know what Martin means when he sez Andrew calls him on it it when he starts to miss him. That’s what he did to me Sunday! I think I am hearing him more and more!

I even got an answer form him today as Chrissy and I were going to my Weight Watcher’s weigh in. I resigned myself to the fact I may have gain a wee bit due to the martini party and the Irish Rover Saturday night. Instead I dropped another 6/10th of a pound!!!!! Wooooo Hooooo!

Anyway, as we were driving through the Mennonite area I went on a rant about how could anyone think God honestly cares whether you wear an ugly gray color or not! Especially since God created COLOR!! How man made is that??? Then it got me going on about the Catholics and their doilies on the head. I had to wear one as a kid. Like God really said that! Then I “got” the answer as to why the church i.e. MAN made that rule. Why a doilie on the head?? Oh I don’t know,…….to cover the crown chakra???!!! Where we get our down loads from Spirit maybe???!! Arrrrggggg!!!!! I knew it was Andrew giving me the answer. I look forward to more communications from him on my rants! LOL LOL


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  1. Karen T. says:

    I love that he has started to call you on any ounce of negative feeling! You don’t need no stinkin’ negative!! I am so glad you have this happening so much of the time now. It makes me smile to know that Pretty Mama has smiles more than tears these days. He’s such a good son!! Woohoo!

  2. Dana says:

    Wow! I never considered the head covering to be not a ‘sign of respect’, but of a way to physically block energy! It’s not a far leap until a body has closed off their heart chakra! *shakes head*

    Congrats gal on losing 6/10’s of a pound! Way to go!

    *waves pom poms*

    seriously – I have to get serious about the weight loss myself! At least you are actively doing it!

  3. admin says:

    Here’s another tidbit, the doilie use to come over the 3rd eye too!!! Chrissy just confirmed it! Yes, the church would have you believe it was out of respect but think about it, how is that really showing respect to God covering your crown chakra? The chakra that connects you to Spirit?? Yea, I ain’t buying it!

    I’m down 11.2 lbs, Elatia is down 24.2 lbs. I’m shocked I lost anything after all of last week’s indiscretions! Amazing what veggies and 2 1/2 miles a day on the treadmill on an incline everyday can do!!

    I am excited too about the info I have gotten from Andrew and continue to get Karen. I feel like I am finally coming through the thick fog of grief! I am gal to see that I really am accepting where Andrew is and it’s not a fluke. It’s been a little while now that I haven’t been hit with a tidal wave of grief. SO where’s Swati to revel in all this with us!!!! :-(

  4. Susan says:

    Wow, Connie! That is some powerful insight about the doilies! Maybe it is the same with the head coverings for Jews? So interesting!

  5. admin says:

    Right Susan?? When you think about it, you know it isn’t God/dess making these rules. God/dess sees beyond all of that. I thought about that with the Jews as well. All these ridiculous rules and that is not what it’s all about! How do you treat yourself? How do you treat others? NOT what are you wearing on your head! IMHO anyways.

  6. Dana says:

    Gotta agree Connie about the clothes! Once, when Ken and I were attending (and living at) Michigan State University, we went home to visit his parents (SDA). Of course they wanted us to go to church with them the next day *ugh* We didn’t pack any church clothes *gasps!* They dragged us off to Sears so Ken could buy pants that he didn’t need and we really couldn’t afford. The good news is, we got home and they didn’t fit *evil grins* So we were off the hook with the church going because we couldn’t be seen unless we had proper church clothes *smacks forehead* At least at our local Catholic church, we can wear blue jeans. UGH!

    Jesus taught that food didn’t make one ‘good’ or ‘evil’, but what comes outta your mouth. I guess he forgot to mention what was proper clothing eh? *snickerZ*

    Swati owes me a LONG email too :-P

  7. Lord Horus says:

    Wise you have become, yes. FEAR (of God), Anger, Judgement (0f Others), Aggression (War in Iraq), teachings of the Dark Side are they.

    The churches have always done anything they can to keep control and power over the masses… Even the old Pagan Churches had a thing or two were they would have Statues rigged to bleed or cry…

    Even though the building of the churches themselves contain great and powerful energies only priests are “allowed” to tap into them and thats why they don’t wear the head coverings or if they do their hats are always pointed or made to enhance the energies rather than block them.

    Also consider dear ladies that they mostly make the women cover their heads and chakras… not the men.. again the Christio/Jewish traditions are all about keeping the women below the men both in status and spiritual knowledge.

    I Love going to old stone churches and sucking up the energies… but I truly do not like the churches themselves as in the organizations that are the churches… not the buildings..

    “You have learned much young one but you are not a Jedi yet.” – DV

  8. Dana says:

    “You have learned much young one but you are not a Jedi yet.” – DV

    “You’ll find I’m full of surprises!” – LS


    Sorry! I just couldn’t resist! :-P

    Interesting observation about the fish head hats too!

  9. Swati says:

    I’m here! I’m here!! Now that all of you are asleep and I am awake. I have been totally out of my body ever since Dolores’ workshop. Examples of my complete absence showing in my driving at LOT. One day I stopped at the green light. Today I almost ran over a kid. And now I can’t sleep because of the fright that gave me. Feeling terrible with the “what-ifs”. I need solid grounding and I can’t seem to. Every now and then I catch myself completely zoned off. HELP!!!! I need to ground!! Can’t go around killing people because I am lost from my physical body. Visualizing roots etc is not helping :-(.

  10. admin says:

    i’m working on ungrounding myself! sooooooo what books and cd’s do you recommend for obe’s. i’ve got all summer with nothing to do so i want to work on obe’s. i gotta do something to amuse myself.

  11. admin says:

    Thanks for the validation Lordie! it’s amazing what people will buy into and just give their power away to!

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