CATCH 22

Martin and I were discussing how much Andrew appreciates the way we raised him, we didn’t impose any religious dogma on him. We gave him a spiritual foundation with freedom to learn.

Andrew keeps reminding Martin that we did our job perfectly, because he really wants us to know that, to feel that. He entrusted us to raise him who HE needed to be. Since we did such a great job, he got to ascend when he was suppose to, knowing who he was and what the Other Side was about. Because of that, he could ‘hit the ground running’ so to speak. He knew he was an Avatar BEFORE he ascended & was able to carry on with his soul’s purpose immediately when he got there. That I feel really good about.

Of course I say to Martin, “hmmmm what if we didn’t do our job so well? Could we have kept here longer??” Well, of course I know the answer to that. Our relationship would not have been as wonderful as it was and continues to be if we sucked at our job. So we do our job well, he ascends. We suck at our job he may get to stay but our relationship sucks. See? A catch 22!

Since we did our job well, we received the gift of leukemia as his way of going home instead of an accident. This way we could spend his last months here together totally focused on one another.

Those months at ACH were incredible! Even with all the stress. We continued to teach, Andrew was able to effect so many more lives around the world because of his journey. Like I’ve said before, his journey with leukemia was a gift… to us all!! Look what we all would have missed out on if he had of left in an accident! He truly graced us all with his courage, grace, and wisdom! What a blessing!

I had an epiphany this morning. I’m working on anchoring it in my cells now. I was thinking back to this time last year and remembering how intense Andrew was in his learning. Not school stuff, that was all BS for him, he was so beyond all that, but the way he was studying the Monks, Buddha, Universal Laws, quantum physics, & meditating more.

It was at that moment I realized & felt that he is exactly where he needs to be. I ‘got it.’ (for the moment anyway, mama gene is tied up and gagged at the mo) All really is in Divine Order. Andrew is waaaay beyond the Earth and human mentality. It was time for him to move on so he can be who he truly is & do his work that he would’ve never been able to do here. It’s like trying to keep someone at a college level going for their Phd, in middle school. It ain’t gonna work! They have to move on.

While the rewards for us here for a job well done seem low, ok, kinda suck actually, but when we cross?? They will be immense! Beyond comprehension! It will most certainly be all worth it!

IT’S ALL GOOD!