I know most people would think I would be looking forward to this year ending with as hard as it’s been. But as I’ve said before, I’m not. I am not looking forward to starting a new year without my son here physically. I’m just not! *holds breath in tantrum* passes out…………………..

WOW! That was weird! LOL Anyway, Andrew reminds me that he is still here and I remind him it’s NOT the same! *stomps feet now in tantrum* I want things back the way they were DAMMIT! But we all know that ain’t gonna happen so I gotta go find them big girl panties, put them on and forge ahead some how.

When I was leaving today to get my hair done, to restore my “natural” red luster, ;-) Martin said Andrew told him “It won’t be long now.” Won’t be long for what? I hear ya Swati and Dana! ;-) Well, I won’t get my hopes up and think I get to leap soon. That would be too good. Martin and I think it will be shown to us soon what our purpose is, in all of this. We know Andrew didn’t ascend so we could look at an empty room. We believe we will be giving Muck Messages and teachings to the masses.

SO we just sit tight and wait to see what opportunities come our way and then pounce on them! I told Andrew that if I could spend the rest of my life talking about him or giving messages from him, well then I’ll stay. Those are my demands and I’m sticking to it!

Here’s the deal about the book. I told Andrew that I ain’t gonna write the book! I refuse to put myself through all of the emotional stuff again to only have 900 books (I figure we could probably sell 100 ) sitting on my shelf! I’m just not going to do it! It’s too much to ask of me! I let Martin know too. He said, “then we’ll get a few chapters done and send it to some publishers.” So we’ll see. Unless we have a solid way to market the book, I am not writing it! Oh yes, *holding breath again!* Now I’m just doing it for fun!…………………………

So we are off to the Irish Rover tonight with Denise and Wesley. Martin might be able to sing “Imagine” tonight. That will probably be a tear jerker! We think we’ll be staying till midnight but who knows. Alls I know is that I’m open to all possibilities!

You’ll want to stay tuned for the next blog, it’s gonna be a little on the freaky deaky side for a lot of you! BUT very cool & what Andrew was always into! Get your quantum physics hats on peeps! ;-)

Gotta go and git my purdy on now! :-D

We wish you the the Happiest, HEALTHIEST, & Prosperous of New Years! We love you!

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6 Responses to BITTERSWEET!

  1. Dana says:

    *whispers* Swati! She’s on to us! *EEP!* ;) :P :D

    Yousa purtyful already Connie!

    We are going to have a very quiet New Years Eve watching a dvd (Bill & Ted’s Excellent Adventure!)

    [quote]You’ll want to stay tuned for the next blog, it’s gonna be a little on the freaky deaky side for a lot of you! BUT very cool & what Andrew was always into! Get your quantum physics hats on peeps![/quote]

    That’s right up my Alley! I can’t wait!

  2. Jeremy says:


    Id give you guys a call but if you are at the ROVER you wont be able to Hear me anyway.. LOL Tell Martin Ill have a Drink for Him.. Im staying home anyway… CHEERS EVerybody.. and Remember 2008 Is Going to be GRRRRRREAT!


  3. Swati says:

    Heyyyyyyyyyy!! Not fair! I wannnnna know nowwww!! It won’t be long for what??? I want to know now!! And I am hoping it means it won’t be long before you can see him again, here on earth, just cuz things are going to change so much on earth, or you are going to change so much (and me too!! don’t forget me!!), that we can see the ones on the other side as easily as we see the ones on the physical side…and life will be all easy with them among us just like the physical humans with us. hehehehehehehehe! I don’t ask for much now, do I?

    HAPPY NEW YEAR!! Andrew…please please please and pretty please do something really ROCKING for your pretty mama so that she feels and knows and sees and hears your presence as the new year rolls in, so she knows that she is welcoming the new year WITH you!


  4. Leah Clark says:

    I for one can’t WAIT to see what’s great in 2008! Woo-hoo!!! Connie, I’m glad to see your tantrums! You GO girl! :)

  5. admin says:

    Awww shucks Dana yer too kind! Yes I’m on to yas!

    Oh there’s plenty more where they come from Leah!

    Hmmmm Jeremy, maybe Andrew being on the Other Side was part of his diabolical plan on you 2 taking over the world or maybe the Universe now! Don’t lose faith yet!

    Patience dear Swati PATIENCE! :-D

    Happy New Year everybody!!!!!!!!

  6. Sara-Ovationgirl says:

    Never rule out the possibilities. With all the contacts made through Andrew and even before that, who knows, maybe a co-written book about the life beyond will be in the works and I know that it would be a much bigger selller than 900 copies. You are already on a start with these blogs. When we start to rule out things, because our mind is setting up muggle made boundaries, we limit our abundance to only coming from this realm as well. Our “box” is so much bigger than the earthbound one we see..Andrew knows that and so much more is yet to come… Martin helped me to know that yes I really do chat with angels and so Andrew will guide you to a higher belief in what you both can accomplish…
    Love, hugs and the biggest blessings to you–

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