Woe! NEVER did I think I’d ever have a AHA moment because of Kanye West! And yet I did.
He was on Jay Leno tonight to talk about the Taylor Swift-gate, how he stole her thunder at the VMA awards. When Jay said that he knew Kanye’s mother, who passed away suddenly after plastic surgery about 2 yrs ago maybe, and asked Kanye how would she feel about what he did to Taylor Swift, Kanye was silent for a few moments. Then he said that he never meant to hurt anyone and wants to apologize to Taylor in person. Kanye went on to say, what would be my AHA moment, “Since I lost my mother, I haven’t taken any time off to deal with the pain so it comes out in other ways.”
WOW! It was like Andrew was talking to me explaining to me why things “appear” to be going so slow for us. We needed this time to go through the grief process so when we are in front of large audiences and we are wildly successful, ;-) we will be able to handle it properly. Also so we can fully enjoy it & know we have done the hardest part of our healing already. The rest of our healing will come from working with Andrew on a bigger scale. I know I will be healing the rest of my life here & I can deal with that…as long as I can do what I love to do.
Kanye’s message tonight was a confirmation of the Angel card Martin pulled 3 times for me yesterday at the psychic party before it began. He put it back in the deck after the 1st time, & continued to pull it 2 more times just to make sure this was a message for me. There’s no denying it! What card did Martin pull? He pulled the AA Jeremiel “All Is Well” card from Doreen’s AA deck. It says, “Everything is happening exactly as it is supposed to, with hidden blessings you will soon understand.” So what jumps out for me is the word EXACTLY and SOON! Now I keep the card right beside my chair as a reminder that all is in Divine, PureHeart order! ;-)
IT’S ALL GOOD!
Jeezus! Muck is busy giving me messages tonight! I just turned on Lisa Williams, which I never do on a Monday night. I’m half listening and when I pay attention she is talking to a woman on the street asking her “Are you telling his story? Because his story needs to be told.” The woman says that she has been working on a screen play for a long time about her uncle. Lisa tells her to push it, to definitely push the screen play and get it out there. The wild thing is, is that this is a repeat and I’ve seen it before and don’t remember this reading!
I was talking to the women at the psychic party yesterday about how I would love to see Andrew’s story as a movie. Pretty wild stuff! :-D I guess I better start looking into getting a screen play done then huh?