Without You

Well, I guess I am ready to write about what Andrew told me last Saturday. I know for some people it will be like, “That’s it? That’s what got your panties in wad?” But for me, this new information was a big deal! Why? I hear you ask? Well, because the info shared with me is nothing I ever considered before, EVER!

It started with the Usher/David Guetta song, “Without You.” I really liked it when I first heard it. I figured it was mostly the beat to it, a great dance song. There were a few lines in it that hit me. Not all the lines in the song, but definitely a few of them. But yet I knew there was more as to why this song hit me.

While in N Ireland, my last weekend there, my cousin Chrissy and I went out with some of her workmates after we did a charity walk for Northern Ireland Hospice. Our last stop for the night was a neighborhood dance club, they played mostly really oldly/moldy songs from the 50’s-60’s, which is really not my cup of tea. But occasionally the DJ would play a more current song. One being “Without You.” When I heard that one come on, I immediately hit the dance floor. You just can’t stop the boogie or the fever when it hits you!

This song has a connection to Andrew for me. Maybe the line, “I can’t win this game without you,” or “I will never be the same without you.” Whatever the line, I just knew it was a song from Andrew to me. So I got my groove on to that song that night out in Belfast, it was really the only song that moved me to dance that night.

Then last Saturday, May 4th, Martin got a new app for his phone that tells you the song, artist and lyrics when you hold your phone to the speaker. Yeah, I know it’s not a new app, but new to us thanks to Andrew’s home school tutor talking about it on Facebook. We were having fun with it in the car. When “Without You” came on, I asked Martin to use the app because I wanted to make sure it was an Usher song so I could download it. The song came up with David Guetta first, and feature Usher. So later when we got home I decided to look up the video and see who David Guetta was. That’s when it all hit me!

It was the video that was so powerful for me. This David Geutta DJ just knows stuff. He is very in tune. As I watched it, Andrew flooded me with all this info and emotion to where I was a pile of goo! I was so overwhelmed! My head was spinning! I also realized that even though I had never seen the video before, I danced in Belfast like they did in the video, which was another sign that Andrew was connecting with me through this song and video.

What Andrew brought to my awareness during this video, is that it is ME that will be channeling PureHeart! NOT Martin! WHAT?! He’s Psychic Boy, Super Natural Hero! Why me? Andrew/PureHeart told me to quit pretending to be small! I am very powerful and need to be on the frontline along WITH Martin, not just in the background.

Basically, I am the Ester Hicks of this dynamic trio, not Martin. My Light Worker friends know who Ester is. I’m sorry, but that is HUGE info for me! Like my head poppin off my shoulders news! Andrew/PureHeart let me know that this work will be the magnitude of what Ester did with Abraham. You can’t tell me that isn’t overwhelming news!

I always thought it would be Marts doing this channeling stuff, not me! I wish I could put into words what Andrew/PureHeart made me feel. It was more about how he made me feel than what he was telling me. It was so powerful! The only way I can try to explain it, it was like he was kneeling before me, honoring my roll in his Soul’s plan. It wasn’t Andrew honoring his PrettyMama. It was PureHeart honoring his LionHeart (me). Yeah, let that sink in!

Now I know why Martin was dragging his feet about doing weekly PureHeart channels. Because it is ME that is suppose to be doing the channeling. I told Andrew, “ok, I’ll do it even though this is so far from what I’ve done before. I’m not the medium, Daddy is!” But I did tell Andrew that he has to make it effortless for me. I told him that I need a procedure for it. That made him laugh. He was all about his procedures here. I told him that I need to know beyond a shadow of a doubt when I am in channel mode. Well, I do know what his energy feels like, and he is getting me use to it, prepping me if you will, so I don’t cry every time I feel him in my energy when I need to channel. Hahahaha he just told me that now.

Today we were out getting some butter burr for my allergies acting up a bit. I want to take a hair brush to my eyes. As I am getting ready to go into the Vitamin Shoppe, the song, “Without You,” comes on. I hurried up and got my butter burr and got back in the car in time to hear the last bit of the song. As I was leaving the parking lot wondering if I was over reacting to the song, I pull behind a plumber’s van that says what? “Andrew’s Plumbing.” Well that made me laugh! I knew that Andrew was letting me know that it was all real and true. But there was more. He was letting me know he is cleaning my psychic pipes! LOL He is too funny! But there was even more.

Andrew proceeds to tell me that the line in the song, “I can’t win this game without you,” was him saying it to me! NOT me to him! I got a bit choked up about my Avatar son needing ME to help him win this game called life. He let me know I am a very important part of his continued Soul’s journey here. Just because he had to leave doesn’t mean he still doesn’t have work to do here. And I am a very important part of that as well as Martin.

Well, I can’t do any of this without him! And perhaps through these PureHeart channels I will be doing, we can bring people together like in the video, in love, joy and celebration.

So for now I have to be pppp..pa pa pat…crrrrrap! Having a hard time typing p a t i e n t! And wait for Andrew’s furhter instructions.

Video and pic below

IT’S ALL GOOD!!

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Another sign I am on the right track. Andrew is cleaning out the psychic pipes!