I decided to make this a 3 parter so to give you something to read Tuesday morning. I didn’t have time to finish it. I’m not doing it on purpose I swear! ;-)
“At the beginning, of the Light didn’t appear to get any closer, but stayed like a constant vigil on my progress. As I walked I had nothing to look at so thoughts about my life came into my mind. The first thing I thought was that where I was, was nothing like what I had been taught. All those times I was warned to be good or I would go to hell, all came together in my mind.
This wasn’t heaven or hell, but I knew that if I stayed positive, the journey seems more bearable. I started thinking for some odd reason about church, my family, and things I believed or was forced to believe. I began realizing that a lot of what happened to me was a lack of education; not really my fault. Then, for the same old reason, I started thinking of all the ties I allowed myself to be compromised by others. I started to cry.
As I cried, I found myself realizing that these people in my life had exactly the same education as me. They did to me what they knew to do, mostly based on what was done to them. As these names from my life came up, I was able to understand them and forgive them.
Through my tears I realized the places in my life where I was not fair to myself. I realized that by doing that I was never fair to others. I had a misguided view of myself in my life. But I felt strongly ok with that now. This “now” that was happening around me as I walk across the Bridge.
As I looked up, I saw the Light, brighter and closer than before! As I continued to review my life, my choices, and my relationships, these strange feelings of utter joy kept coming and coming! I could feel happiness and peace, a peace like I have never known before. As I let people go in forgiveness that I had blamed, the peace came faster and faster!
The darkness that was surrounding me was transforming into a beautiful Light on either side. I started seeing images of those that I knew that went on before me. My Mom, My Dad, and my 2 brothers. I could feel them again, and I saw them smiling. I heard many beautiful voices in my head saying ‘Welcome Home!’
All of a sudden I could see the other side of the Bridge. Standing with arms wide open was the most beautiful Angel. His face was void of wrinkles and his wings covered the whole sky! I was excited, happy, and no longer scared. He drew me to him, and I felt warm, happy and at home.
I was taken from this place into a beautiful crystal room. I was then approached by 2 more beautiful Angels who bathed and dressed me. I have always loved crystals but never really understood what to do with them.
This was the first time in my life that I ever felt totally loved. These beings didn’t want anything from me, and seemed to shine brighter, the happier I became. This was wonderful!
I was then lead from this place into another place that looked like the home I grew up in. I was remembering the happy times. I wasn’t sure at the time if my thoughts created this place or whether the place made me have the thoughts. I am a lot more aware now though.
I watched as everyone I had ever loved or had loved me came into the room. They were happy and we shared stories and hugs. It was wonderful. It was a beautiful reunion, and I realized the whole journey on the bridge. It’s lessons and it’s reason became very clear to me now. If we knew this information before we crossed, the journey would be so much easier!”
Part 3 tomorrow!
IT’S ALL GOOD! :-D