ShareSeriously!!! That boy of mine is up to something! He’s got some plans a brewing, and I’m guessing they are pretty big, actually I know they are. I tell ya, I feel like Martin Bohm, Jake’s dad on the amazing tv show “Touch.” Andrew is giving me all these clues through numbers and signs and I have to figure it all out! So today I make my Martin and I lunch. I come into the living room and notice that the time is 2:02pm, Andrew’s time of birth. He’s been sending that number a lot lately. It just doesn’t mean … Continue reading →

ShareI am constantly fascinated how Andrew communicates with me. He makes it a game to help me focus and pay attention. Even with Martin being Psychic Boy, Super Natural Hero, he doesn’t get all the answers either. That’s not what life is about. Andrew can help guide us, but he can’t live our lives for us or tell us everything. Yes, that can suck and you’d think we’d have an in or something with the other side, having raised an Avatar and all, but that is a big, fat, NOPE! It just doesn’t work that way, not even for us. … Continue reading →

ShareIt’s not just a worn out, old cliche. There is scientific proof of the benefits laughter has on the body, the mind and the soul. I know humor has been a very important role in our lives with dealing with Andrew’s diagnosis, 4 months hospital stay, and passing. People who haven’t seen us in years can not believe how young we look after everything we have been through these past 6 years. It certainly has been quite a lot of trauma. I tell people that taking care of ourselves, keeping a positive attitude more times than not, AND the painting … Continue reading →

ShareI asked Andrew for a sign tonight, and he delivered almost immediately. Since we have had our unintended, extended stay in N. Ireland, I have been struggling with what am I suppose to be really doing with my life. I mean, everything has come to a complete stop for me, and that makes things harder for me to deal with. When dealing with grief, especially with losing a child, you need to be doing something to make your heart sing. You should be doing that anyway, but you really need it when dealing with grief. My new life purpose when … Continue reading →

ShareRight when I think Andrew can’t surprise me anymore, he does! He blows me away! Since we have been “stuck” (I haven’t found a better word yet to describe what we are here) in N Ireland, we make the most out of video skyping with the daughter Elatia, and the granddaughter Kaliana, as well as friends. I don’t want Kaliana to forget us. She was 20 months old when we left the States. She was use to seeing us almost everyday. So video skyping is an over zealous, grandmother’s best friend! But this particular, sensational skype session wasn’t with the … Continue reading →

ShareGrief comes in all forms, and yes, sometimes it can come in good ways too. What I mean by good is that it’s not always that gut wrenching, heart breaking, want out of your skin kind of grief. When it’s not that, it actually feels good for a change. Martin was playing the video game W.O.W, (World Of Warcraft,) a game he shared with Andrew and his friends. Martin is still in contact with Andrew’s friends through W.O.W and Diablo, which is really nice that we can keep up with them, as they have gone on with their lives, and … Continue reading →

ShareI haven’t been on here in months due to a number of reasons. One, our 3 week UK tour has now turned into an unintended, extended stay in Belfast, N Ireland. We have been here for 4 months and counting. Martin took quite ill while we were on our tour, to where we had to cancel our Dublin mediumship event. Martin ended up in hospital for 3 weeks and had major surgery. He had a bowel resection and now has to wait for the 2nd surgery, the bowel reconnection. During that time, the healive.org site became an attack site. Dunno … Continue reading →

ShareRead Part I first in the post below if you haven’t read it already before you read this post. I mean it! Scroll down now & read part 1 first! This epiphany hit me as I lay on the bed telling Larry how he owed me. All of a sudden as I’m telling him this, I am aware that my vibration is higher. While I am still aware I’m in the room, I also know I am somewhere else now as well. I am trying to find the words to adequately describe what happened next. All this information was being … Continue reading →